Thanksgiving
“Avoid becoming the product of environment, when environment is meant to become a product of you.” Bentinho Masaro
It’s a beautiful quote and my spirit took advantage of this permission slip. It’s also rather poignant cause most of us would gather with family or friends at Thanksgiving time. It’s a time when we all face our environment, in guise as our family and friends. Inorder for environment to become a product of me, I must first determine what’s mine and what’s not mine. It is not an easy task to do of cause. Because on some level everyone and everything are a part of me. It is a connuncdrum.
Meditation was not easy today. I’m having trouble extricating me from my environment. I want connection with my higher self and my ego wants to remember if I have ingredients to make fish stew for dinner. I only have one small can of tomato paste, may be I should use a bechamel sauce instead of tomato sauce etc…. Perhaps I need to go higher so instead of the 5th Dimension I connected to the 7th. It worked. My head seem to feel less of a burden on my kneck and shoulder. Then the question popped into my head, what’s going on with my kneck and shoulder, what’s the story there? I go up to the 9th Dimension to find out more about this. It was my first lover. I was devastated when the affair fell apart. I created a lot of stories and programs about myself and relationships at that time. We have met before in previous life times. I could see myself in a battle field the last time we met etc…. I thank him for the experience and proceeded to clean up our karma. I let go of wanting anything more from our stories toghether. I let go of looking for love from him, I let go of wanting anything from our encounters. Next time we meet we can start fresh.
I need to go higher, I want to get more familiar with who I truly am without all these stories. I connected to the 13th Dimension. Here I have no name. It’s a profound peace to not be limited by a name.
