Stuffed
After a few days of celebrating I felt stuffed. The demands of my body has been consuming my attention. My left hip, my shoulders, too much food etc… It all seem too much when all of a sudden I felt a shift. Everything felt lighter today. It made the previous couple of days seem like dreadful torture by comparison. I don’t know what happened, I just know there has been a shift. I felt the shift internally as being easier to let go of stuff. I felt it in my meditation this morning too. It’s so much easier to blank my mind, to let go of focusing on the internal dialogue and focus on being. I could still hear every sound coming from my environment and all of the internal dialogue, I just have no interest in any of them. I don’t want anything from these thought forms. I don’t need them to continue. I don’t need them to stop. I have no demands on them and they have no influence on me. I feel a great expansiveness around me so much so that I can’t help but be happy and peaceful. I didn’t even need to connect to any dimension, I’m connected to me – my Higher Self.
