I subscribe to Kryon’s “Marshmellow Messages” and this is what was on this Monday’s message.  It hit me on the big bull’s eye.  Yes, I did choose to separate myself from the majesty of the Creator.

Don’t get me wrong, I love God/Creator/Source or whatever words you use to describe that idea of a higher being and order of creation.  But I have made a choice that I am some how separate from the Creator, and that choice has been weighing heavy on me recently.  I’ve tried to meditate and feel the oneness and there has been some progress.  But now that I’ve seen the writing on the wall in a message from Kryon, I know that it’s a message for me.  Underneath all the things that I do to try to convince myself that I’m spiritual, working on myself, I do my best to be the Creator’s warrior etc….  All that was lying on top of an underlying belief that I am separate from the majesty of the Creator.  Not that I reject the Creator, the reason is way more subtle and sly.  I reject myself, and since I am a piece of Source therefore, by association, I reject God as well.  It’s not news to me since I have had this revelation before, but some how I manage to forget about it as I go through my daily life.  Part of growing my own consciousness is to renew my awareness so that next time I make up reasons to beat myself over the head I would remember that I am a part of Source and that perfection is wholeness misunderstood.  The reasons, however grave it may seem at the time, are irrelevant.  Every time I judge myself or anyone or anything else I am raising the “Separation” flag.  If I don’t prefer what I’ve done or experienced just simply stop and let it go.

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